Have you ever wondered?
Im here because i want to be remembered.
That sounds depressing but heyy.. thats my view on this.
So today.. i have called this entry.. Have you ever wondered?
You may ask yourself, what i mean by this.. Well ill tell you.
Have you ever just sat there and wondered, "where will i be and what will i be doing in 5 years"?
Well, i think about this quite alot.
My aim for five years time from now, Is too.. Get into college, Computer Maintainence, Finish my course. Become like a stupid geek at computers, but a geek with fashion sense, ahah. So anyway.. Then i would like to have a car, and think about moving to New York.
My dream is to live in New York City,
with all the lights and romance.
A quote "Im in newyork searching for the Two BIG L's (Labels and Love)".
Okay, so falling in love sounds nice right about now.
I have this image of my life, it sounds very nice.. but the reality is, it isnt going to happen how i want it. Yes, clearly there is gonna be complications.. Yahh'know..
If you have known me for some years, you should remember me saying.. "Ill be dead by the time im 20".
Yes, depressing i know.
but back in those days, i didnt really have a view on life. Didnt care about anything, But since then.. ive came out of my shell.
Im just so worried about the future, Are you?