Its time for me to open up to you all, this may be emotional..
I feel worthless, like i shouldnt be here. Im an easy target, a bomb waiting to go off. I think im on the process of having a breakdown and im serious.
Im scared.. Im scared of loosing all will to live. =/
My life at the moment, is like a rollercoaster... but with more drops than lifts. I just feel completely and utterly bored of trying, I just want to escape you know...
But i dont know how,
Death.. not for me..
I just need to get out.. Run away for a while.
I think its time i think about this quite seriously...
I do think though honestly.. Im having a breakdown..
Have you noticed a difference in my behaviour? etc, Please.. please.. let me know?